Tuesday, June 24, 2008

First Time for Everything

Hey everyone

Welcome to my blog. I've come to a point in my life where a lot of new things have been happening lately and I figure this is the best time to actually sit down and start a blog like I've wanted to.

As some of you know, I have just moved out into my own apartment. First time I've been on my own, and first time I have lived somewhere other then the house I came home to in a car seat from the hospital. It's has it's up and its downs, but it's my own. Of course with everything, there comes doubt. Will this work, Will I be happy, Will it be everything I hope it will be. So far, its been pretty good, sometimes quiet, but that will probably change once everything is settled.

A few other changes have happened in my life. I've gained more responsibilities at work. Tonight I discovered that my office manager may be leaving. It got me really thinking about how stressful the office has become lately and how much tension has been in the air. Needless to say, it is not the best working environment and I'm sure a lot, if not all of you have heard me bitch about it from one time to another. This would be another first for an office though. I have contemplated leaving, my newest co-worker, the office manager and the biller all have thought about it. Which leaves the question, how would a hectic trauma surgeons office function with no one there? I'm sure it wouldn't be the first time an office has lost 95% of it's staff, but it would be the first time the doctors would actually see the stress level of our situation and how under-staffed we are.

Recently, I've also began to reach out to old friends. It's definitely interesting to see where people have ended up and how the decisions we've made in the past have shaped them into who they are today. If we've lost touch, I hope you are one of those people, if not, then...why don't you send me a message and we catch up???

Lately, I've had this burning desire to get back into my writing and actually fully develop a story, polish it, and actually finish it. It's always been starting a story with no idea of how it will develop, creating it, then let it collect dust because I turned it in or I hit a wall as to what to do next.

Mostly, I just want to end tonight on the thought of what next "First Time" experience would be the most desirable?

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